Watching for a spark a speck of light
in the dark chasms of my brain some
inspiration a glimmer the turn of a page
the book of my mind opening to a pithy
phrase the astonishing illumination of
an otherwise hidden flight of stairs leading
me and you out of the mundane world of
this and that to some small secret bliss.
Alas the spark the glimmer the page the
staircase the bliss do not appear.
Not today.
Author: Kay Foley
August 28, 2011
My birthday has come and gone this
sixtieth and I feel loved by many loving
of many more and ready to fill up the
large pocket of my next twenty years with
tender abandonÂ
unyielding acceptanceÂ
the wisdom and wildness of age
gentle strength of purpose and
piles upon piles of adventures leadingÂ
me onward to my true north.
August 27, 2011
Five seventeen in the morning I am
sixty years and two hours old. The moon
hangs just above the eastern horizon a
thin white crescent in the still dark sky
the faint outline of its whole self just visible.
I am up and out with my two dogs earlyÂ
for the purpose of going aloft in a huge
balloon on this particular day. But the moon
is magical and I wonder if my plan was
really somehow calculated so that IÂ
would take this walk with this
spectacular morning moon.
August 26, 2011
Last day of a decade for me.
Tomorrow will be the first of another.
Three fourths of my life behind me.
Another fourth awaiting my nod.
I feel easy and good about this.
I know I am where I should be.
A luxury many do not have
the knowing the ease the belief
right down into the core of me. Â
I am lucky all the way down
to the center of my tender bones.
Lucky I will stay becauseÂ
I believe it so.
August 25, 2011
Home in my own home my own bed
with my two dogs my one quiet sonÂ
my own yard’s population of contented crickets
quietly singing in their humble way
the men across the street hammering onÂ
my neighbor’s house a child calling down the block
a squirrel chittering as they do for whateverÂ
reason they do it bluejays shouting back and forth.
All the familiar things of home
especially dear after a holiday away
even one that itself was filled
with warmth and light.
August 24, 2011
It is possible now to wake in one place and goÂ
to sleep in another two thousand miles away.
This is one of the more mundane truths of
our modern world, another being the
preponderance of excellent cakes in one
place and their utter lack in another.
The standards of decency and logic
challenged at every turn.
August 23, 2011
Sunflowers lean over the top of a vase.
Blue sky exults overhead.
My sister pads through this houseÂ
of hers in El Cerrito California.
Another readies her classroom for
the fourth graders who will pourÂ
in next week. Our youngest the
youngest of us all wakes in Tucson Arizona.
Tomorrow night I will be two thousand miles
away again wondering when I will next be
shooting watermelon seeds across the table
at my sisters in a noisy Chinese restaurant.
August 22, 2011
They were here for my party
many of them the great nieces
and nephews a next generation
of family a running laughing
crying chasing crawling climbing
storytelling fabricating inundatingÂ
ruminating obfuscating chaos-makingÂ
extension of my six brothers and sisters
Seda Nico Hako Sasha Rowyn Sylvie Arlo Alaia
well-intentioned loving selves in and out of house
and yard to and fro with their many plans and ideas
taking root flowering falling discarded in favorÂ
of new exciting others that shoot forth
willynilly oh how they wake us from
the dull sleep of adulthood.
August 21, 2011
It is so easy for me to picture my mother
sitting just there in that chairÂ
on the deck of Mary’s houseÂ
in El Cerrito.
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Tapping her fingers lightly
on the arm of the chair
as if to play a tune on the piano
that she no longer played.
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Leaning her head back
closing her eyes
loving to feel the
California sun on her face.
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Shoes on, always, sheÂ
never was one to go barefoot.
How can you stand that? she’d ask me.
Aren’t your feet cold?
Shaking her head as I shook mine no.
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One of the many inconsequential
ways we were different.
I tap my fingers now, I’ve noticed.
But she always had a lighter touch
on the keys than I have.
August 20, 2011
Hibbity bibbity jibbity jo
Over the hills to the town we go.
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Lackety hackety nibbity nob
We go to the shops for bits and bobs.
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Hippity hoppity dimmity dim
Bobs for me and bits for him.